Hey, girls! Here's my scoop...

[SuzanneCWalker]

I've finally gotten to the place where I'm really ready to share everything with you... I'm sorry that it's been so long coming... I've blogged (http://suzannecwalker.blogspot.com/) my whole little story, so if you're interested, please feel free to take a peek (http://suzannecwalker.blogspot.com/). The short story is that I'm in treatment and recovery from alcohol addiction. It's been a very difficult few months, and I'm getting to a MUCH better spot, but I'm still in very early recovery, and still needing to spend lots of time going to therapy, AA meetings, meeting with my Sponsor, and doing processing...

My therapy group will come to a close in the first week of December, and I am really planning on having tons more designing time. :) I've gotten a bit of my creative juice going, and have a brand new kit in the store! :) If you join the BCA Chat on Saturday (http://digitalscrapbookplace.com/forum/forumdisplay.php?f=689) (I've heard that there are already TONS registered - YEAY!), I'll have a coordinating goodie for you at the 10am chat!

Here's my new kit, called "Somethin-Somethin". And I used it to create the layout about my journey so far that I've shared on my blog. :)

http://store.digitalscrapbookplace.com/images/05_K_SomethinSomethin.jpg

I hope to see you Saturday morning! And I am working on our monthly 2-page quick clicks to have for you VERY soon!!! Hugs to you - thank you for being with me on this journey!
(http://store.digitalscrapbookplace.com/index.php?main_page=product_info&products_id=9273)

[pinky7]

Yes, we are with you, Suzanne! I am glad you are seeking treatment! My dad is an alcoholic and he has been sober since the 1980's. It was hard, but he is in a much better place! We always laugh that has taken up another addiction----gardening!

[amclose]

:tup: Good for you! :hug: We're pulling for you!

[SuzanneCWalker]

LOL, Susie! Gardening is a FABULOUS addiction! :) :)

[happybeingamom]

:hug:

I am glad you are on the road to recovery.

[janetklm]

GO FOR IT, SUZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My dh was an alcoholic for a long time, so, from him, I know what a difficult time this must be for you.
He "survived" and is sober now for the last 13 years!
Hugs and prayers from me and dh to you and your family!

YOU CAN DO IT!!!!!!!!!!! YES, YOU CAN!!!!

[sherryva]

It will be hard- but you CAN DO this! (Besides, you have a large fan club cheering you on and sending positive vibes your way). Just take it ONE day at a time.

[kathleen08]

Thanks for sharing your story! Be strong every day, and you most certainly have a cheering section!!

[nachtstern]

I know it took a lot of guts to come and share this with the world. kudos!!! <3

I hope it goes only upward for you now, and remember that the people that judge your for your "weakness" are more than likely just doing it to distract themselves from their own!!!!

[pinky7]

LOL, Susie! Gardening is a FABULOUS addiction! :) :)

Yes he is doing OK! I forgot that he also does thrift store shopping too! It is just funny what he has replaced his addiction with!!!:rofl:

[luv2stamp82]

You are very brave to share your story with us and that shows how strong you are! That should tell you that you can beat this and you will keep beating it every day, one day at a time!

[HeatherH]

Thanks for sharing your story. It really took a lot of guts to put it out there. Best of luck to you and can't wait for more beautiful kits from you!!

[SuzanneCWalker]

GO FOR IT, SUZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My dh was an alcoholic for a long time, so, from him, I know what a difficult time this must be for you.
He "survived" and is sober now for the last 13 years!
Hugs and prayers from me and dh to you and your family!

YOU CAN DO IT!!!!!!!!!!! YES, YOU CAN!!!!

JANET! I have to tell you how much stories like yours mean to me - I absolutely CLING to them... Thank you!! And pleaseplease hug your husband and tell him how wonderful HE IS!!! Thirteen YEARS!!! Huge, huge kudos to him!!! AND YOUUUUU!

[janetklm]

:think: He's blushing :)

:wave:

[sammdc]

here is my layout using the new kit
http://www.digitalscrapbookplace.com/gallery/showphoto.php?photo=288662&cat=500&ppuser=44193

[Bocca]

Thanks, Suz, for sharing! You know you have the support of all of us! One day at a time.

[janetklm]

http://www.digitalscrapbookplace.com/gallery/data/4997/thumbs/suz1.jpg (http://www.digitalscrapbookplace.com/gallery/showphoto.php?photo=288985&cat=all&limit=last7)
Good Luck, Suz! (http://www.digitalscrapbookplace.com/gallery/showphoto.php?photo=288985&cat=all&limit=last7)

:hug:

[rosiego]

One day, one step at a time. :hug:

[tg13]

Suzanna you are a true hero - and a brave one to share your store. I really admire you and look up to you for that. Just remember take ONE DAY AT A TIME and keep up the good work. My thoughts are with you and I´m sending a guardian angle to walk with you these hard and difficult step. :pray: YOU CAN DO THIS WE ALL BELIEVE IN :think:YOU :hug::hug:

[sunhappy]

You go, girl! Lots of folks here at DSP are pulling for you.

[RoadMap4Us]

Oh, big hugs and prayers from me! We will be behind you through the ups and downs! One day at a time.

[tif_gerber]

HUUUGGGGSSSS Suz! Saying a prayer for you! Be strong!!!

[SuzanneCWalker]

My GOSH! Thank you more than you can know! I can't BELIEVE the stories and all the people alcoholism has touched. Even though I've heard the statistics, it still blows my mind how widespread this disease really is. SO MANY LIVES ARE IMPACTED. I tell you - I learn something every single day. Something HUGE like this. I wish I could tell you how much your words - here and by email and pm - mean to me. I have saved every single message. Seriously. Thank you so much!

[tape]

You can do it, Suz! YOU ROCK!!!

[mrichar383]

I wish you all the best as you overcome your struggles. We're there for you when you need us!! :hug::hug:

[sssnoo]

Suz - I just found this thread - you are dealing with a lot, but you have a huge huge huge group of women here rooting for you every minute of everyday - and we know that DSP never sleeps. Good luck.

[shawsi]

Suzanne, but BIL has traveled your path and came to live with us during his rehab. He practices the 12 steps everyday and has a brand new life...well not so new anymore. That was over 20 years ago. He could tell you days, hours and minutes. He takes it 1 day at a time, and I am so proud of him. I am proud of your courage for sharing this. I know what a difficult journey it is, but you have chosen to do it the right way. BIL says one of the keys is to pass it on. Help others in your shoes. That and your higher power make you strong. You are in my prayers.

[sandygb]

Big Congrats and hugs to you Suz!!!! I'm so proud of you for speaking up and for taking the steps necessary to get your life back!!!!!

It's not an easy road, but it sounds like you have lots of support locally, and you know you have all of us here too.

I have had several alcoholics in my family (father, sister, step-daughter, step-nephew - some recovered and some not) so I'm glad to see these illnesses come out of the closet!

[SuzanneCWalker]

THANK YOU!! JEEEEEEZ, I am SO BLESSED! You are all so special to me! :) HUGS!

[nkeevers]

It takes a special person to admit to all your problem. I'm sure it will be a very hard rehab to deal with...but we are all praying for you and you will be a stronger person for it! We're all rooting for you and sure you'll come out on top and beat this thing!

[BlackEyedSusan]

I don't post very much Suzanne but wanted to let you know that I am inspired by your bravery for even trying to overcome this. I am pulling for you.