I used and edited parts of this month's song lyrics to fit my situation.

Journaling:
When I renewed my friendship with Trevor in 2004, I had no idea that we would take it further and higher than I'd ever imagined. I had deeply wanted him for so long, but was so afraid of killing our friendship. I felt such satisfaction, such a quench, when we became a couple. It was so hard, being so far away geographically, and I had no idea if it would ever work. Many times I doubted it, and more times than I can count I longingly talked to him late at night, just listening to him and wishing I could be in his arms. I was uncertain, afraid. I found my heart aching. Many nights I went out on the front deck to look up at the glittering Virginia stars and asked God to lead me, to let nothing prevent our relationship from succeeding as long as it was in His will. Every time I prayed about it, I would see shooting stars zoom right across my range of vision. I eventually began to realize that this was a sign; one that God was truly listening to me and was leading me in the right direction. My faith may have wobbled a lot when it came to that situation, but I never truly failed it. I came close a few times, but look where I ended up!

Products:
NOTE: I am VERY sorry, but the gallery will not let me use bold codes or URLs! Every time I try to put them in, it tells me I'm forbidden from accessing the gallery or something. So no links, but everything I used is from Nicole Young including: Free Your Mind 1 and 3, Wish Upon a Rainbow, Beyond a Dream, and quite a few others using her hearts.